Alone [the most EMO part of my life :| ]

I remember thinking that everything was going to be alright. New friends, and a new school.
I was thinking that people are going to like me, and i was going to become a new person. I was confident, and enthusiastic.

At that new school, I thought they were all noisy and girly so, I met someone like my friends back at _______. Or so I thought.
Over the weeks, i soon realized she was plain BORING. Litteraly says "Tee Hee Hee" instead of really laughing, doesent have that much interests, and thinks everything is "weird", including the things that were interesting [ex. Brilliant Performance :: WEIRD].

I remember hanging out with her instead of my classmates, and realized that was a HUGE mistake. The other new students in my class had already made friends, and i just stuck to one. I feel so stubborn.

Now, she follows me around, still takes my first impression seriously, and doesent even know Maroon 5. What an idiot! How can a person be THAT boring? How could I have made such a mistake?! WHFH. It's like talking to a 7 year old [socially].

Sht.Sht.Sht.

Since then, I've always thought i cant erase my mistake and, unfortunately, im not in their league. I'm not creative enough, slim enough, popular enough, or even funny enough.

My seatmates hate me, and think im a lowlife [from what im guessing from the way they treat me]. They just don't like me at all. I'm shoved away from the ______ society, and id rather be alone than to spend time with a socially imature robot.

Sometimes, i just wonder what i did wrong.
What did i do to deserve this?!?